THE CWS Syndrom…

The mind is numb
The soul is burdened
The heart is bleeding
There are times in life…
When you stop and realize
That you are at a cross-road
Whether you turn left or right
Tears will flow…abondantly
Lives will be shattered…regrettably

Coulda…Woulda…Shoulda
Are the triplets sisters
The ones that will follow
Yeah, follow you home
wherever that is
For the rest of your life
The mind is numb
The soul is burdened
The heart is bleeding
Thank goodness we can turn to
Coulda…Woulda…Shoulda
For comfort and love always

Written by Cj Yougang
March 19 2014

TIME FOR MY BIG H!!!

Day after day, I long for you
Wondering where you might hide
Hoping you will turn up soon
To pick me up from the bottom of the tide

Everywhere I turn, I see you
Everywhere I look, there you are, such a tease
Dare I stretch my arms towards you
Will you let me reach with ease

Torn, broken, twisted
How do I straighten enough
To shake off the wicked
Embrace, even when it’s rough

Something steering deep inside
You have the power, it screams out loud
Push pass them, toss them to the side
Don’t you worry about the crowd

So I garnered remnant of my strength
Readying myself to multiply
All the seconds, minutes, hours till the end
End of shame; time for me to fly

I’ve been waiting for you to find me
But hurt taught me a new skill: to create
No longer will I allow it to escape me
Rather I’ll soak it up, let it permeate

It’s rainy, but away I won’t shy
I will go outside and dance in the rain
My hair will get wet, so what I’ll get high
Happiness here I come; at last I’ve ditched the pain!!!!

Written by Cj Yougang. Jul 7, 2013

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